Right. I think it is important to admit when you fail. And last month, I failed miserably. 

I didn't achieve a single damn thing I set out to achieve and I'm not gonna lie, I'm disappointed.

I didn't work out, basically at all.

I kind of kept track of my spending but got lost during the last week or so. 

The only thing I kind of did right was studying. 

I think I'm starting to feel the pressure of the exams and that's why school had been getting all my attention.

I'm feeling a pressure that I need to do really well this time, while last semester I kind of went into it thinking I was going to fail it all. But then I didn't fail and now I feel like my opportunity to fail has passed so now I have to do really well again. 

And I don't know if I can do that... 

So, I'm going to learn from my mistakes of last month. 

Instead of setting a lot of goals that require my actual time, I'm only setting one. Oh, and one that doesn't actively need my time, one that's more of a mental thing. 

So here goes: 

- ONE -

Study, study, study.

I start my exams on the last say of May, so I need to get in as much studying as I can.

This is all I will be doing this month, so please pray for me.

- TWO -

This is a reoccurring one and it is this:

Putting. Myself. First.

This month I don't care on whose toes I step or who's expectations I don't live up to.

If I don't want to do something, I'm not doing it. 

If I want to say no, I'm saying no.

If I don't want to talk to people, I'm not going to.

Life is too damn short to live up to other peoples expectations.

So that's what I've got going on.

Hopefully you're reaching your goals a little bit better than I am.

Oh yeah, by the way, here is the calendar ;) 

"Relax. Breathe. It’s okay, you have time. Take it day by day and allow things to unfold as they’re meant to. Your life will happen according to its own timing, and you will become the person you’re meant to be."

As I said in my last blogpost, one of my goals for this month is to workout even more than usual. Now, I've been on Easter break for two weeks, and I basically haven't done shit. 

And that annoys me immensely. 

It's been a though two weeks, emotionally, mentally, and I haven't been able to get my body or mind motivated enough to workout.

So what do all those lovely bloggers, vloggers and other YouTube people say to do when you're not motivated? 

Make a vision board. 

And that, ladies and gents, is what we're doing here today.

I scrolled through tumblr and got a lot of my images from there, so none of them are my own, just wanted to put that out there. 

Also, instead of covering an actual board in images that will motivate me, I decided to dedicate a couple of pages in my journal to this.

Besides the pictures and journal I also used some washi tape and glue. Cause... Duh?

So without further ado, here are some shots of the process and the final product.

Personally I feel like it turned out a lot cuter than expected and I am pleasantly surprised. 

I have heard some people talk about envisioning where you want to be and what you want to do and then it will come to your more easily... Or something along the lines of that. 

So let's hope this helps. 

"Focus on progress, not perfection."